Soupir!!

Well,
im back to lying and i dunt like it one bit!! and believe me the first chance i get im changing the lie into a reality- sort of like double jeopardy! where you get senteced for a crime you didnt commit but then if u escape and actually commit the crime that you are accused of, u wud be safe! smart, eh?
i hate joe and i hate evrything about him, i hate the thought of him and i hate the fact that i am his slave because of his money. i hate everything about him. i hate him to the last molecule in his body and the sad thing is if he were to die today, we wud have to move into the streets coz hes not even that rich, coz hes living generates all the reveneue and his lack of understanding is killing me bit by bit! Its actually difficult for me to fathom how somebody can love their joe! its like some distant feeling!
have to go.

Nina