The White House

Imagine my surprise when i found a comment today-nothing much but someone advertising their crap company! well firstly ppl's comments are always welcome but to come and make a crap ad for your own stupid site...umm NO!

I just realised yesterday that i have been down for nearly a month and everyday i kept telling myself tomorrow is gonna be better but it dragged on for a month!! and i noe exactly y and i cant do anythin about it as usual!! lol! sigh...i have been sick these past couple of days since comming....its a shit ass virus- naseau, fever chills and headaches and all that! so i was sleeping one night with a high fever and i dreamt of my GM's white house and the fact that we had all gathered der- us, oona and everybody else and nobody else seemed to be concious of the fact that the are reuniting in a house that no longer exists and im walking around in total joy and im smiling and thinking to myself that they dont know this house dosent exist and i knew dat somday we are gonna come back to it. and it all seemed sooo real, so tangible.

I keep going back to the house coz thats where we all belong. i keep going back to the past to live in the house that has shared so much. i keep going back to a house that i noe the inside and outside like a imprint in my head. every little thing and where it was kept and how it was arranged and how i loved it all!

they say home is where the heart is and i think my heart is in that house....

sigh

nina