i hate my life...

yea im depressed!

its the things that ppl say and do sumtimes that just hits a note and that note hurts! coz its the one u wanna keep hidden and not to think about.

yeah im fucking depressed!

ma dad is an asshole...some one i hate every fucking molecule in his body. i see ppl talk about their dads and how they love em and how amazing they are and it hurts me to noe that even tho i had a dad i wished i didnt coz i fcking hate his guts for all he has and hasnt done!

and on top of that i miss the strong arms of a man around me, who even if is going to use me at least make me feel loved for a day...to sit in beside him and watch the sun go down and have the salt breeze in my hair and a glow in my face, a smile on my lips and a joy in my heart.

its not like i did have any...just presenting the perfect cliched scene!

i hate my life!

nina