Fashion My ASS...!

i tried not to say anything, not to write anything but sumtimes thoughts have to be mentioned or written or sed or sumthin- so i decided i had to come back to u, no matter how hard i try to kick ur habit i always come back to a non-judgemental recording device- YOU..!

ill just say wat i wanna say, i will and i dunt care if it makes sense or not coz thoughts dont necesallrily have to make sense! i guess ill never be pretty enuf- guess thats y im single for such a long time! its not all that shit explanation that ppl give- like they are intimitdated by or u or ur too good or stufflike that- maybe its true maybe its not but the matter remains the same that im single and ever since the incident with may,i feel so second rate that im not somebody's "type" or im not good enuf! sigh, it makes one wonder how much we as humans worship beauty of the plastic or natural kind!
speaking of natural- how much raw materials do STUPID big time designers waste to create the most ridicoulous od outfits- yea sure its expression of creativity and all that crap which they have invented to justify a dress that has a sack like bulge swon right behind the ass like its a shit pouch of some sort!
i mean these big time ppl do not say wat goes on in the streets, its cheap brand names that ppl can afford that make up the majority of style and fashion- not a bunch of crazy wierdos and socialites that wear a nightgown with pieces of fabric draping from it like it was put toghther in 5 minutes...and the ironical part of all this is that if i want to i can be one of those idiots who wud praise and wear such a thing if it got me places...sigh!
apart from that, theres not much more to say...

Thanks,

Nina