Back Again....

Well, i cudnt log on so i cudnt write- i wrote on the public notes and that scared and worried everyone so i have sadly concluded as much as i didnt wanna face it that ppl are very disturbed by the very things that we all noe to be true and part of all of us.

Its like we prefer living with the image that both we and the person has created and the minute that image is destroyed we cannot function anymore- i mean am saying this now but am sure if it happened to me then i wud be confused as well. I mean i try to be open to everything everyone has to say and leave a margin for the wierd and twisted side of each person to come out but i dunnno...i guess its not so easy as to theorise about it or rather its easier sed than done.

Anyways, its just better for them and better for me in a way- i can be a lot more un-supressed in my thoughts here.
I havent waxed my legs in around a month and its a pretty sight to look at- it could be mistaken for a shank of a goat as we iranians say- well, i havent had the time or the privacy to do it and its not like anyone is gonna lay eyes on it so watever!!
Apart from that, its been the same- i have found out recently that everyone is so curious about my love life or maybe they beginning to doubt my sexual orientation coz i wasnt with anyone at the time and i am not with anyone here- so yeah i guess they have the rite to raise questions- lol- but watever....lol

anyways, thats it for now,

Nina